So, I got my new lacement today. And from the looks of it, I'm not going to have a good experience. She said the teacher saw what was on my action plan, and said if I screw up one time, I'm out.
He apparently graduated from the Special Education Department here at SCSU and has been working at Talahi for three years. "So he knows the system."
How am I supposed to help the kids when I know the teacher is looking over me with a fine comb waiting for me to fail? And then will kick me out the first chance he gets.
I thought that I couldn't teach reading, but I could. I really don't think that I can teach or help in an ESL classroom.
This, I feel like, is going to be a bad experience. Now, I know what you're going to say, the experience is what you make it. But how am I supposed to have a positive experience when the teacher is waiting for me to fail and I have to help ESL students.
It feels like this degree refuses to allow me to help the students now, instead, I have to impress the teachers and people who are above me. If I help and impress the students, but not the higher ups, I'm kicked out of the classroom.
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